It won’t have escaped the notice of regular readers that there’s been a gap. again. One of the sure fire ways of knowing that i’m on the way down / staying down is a lack of proper posts, and one of the ways i know i’m coming back out of it is from wanting to post again. I know i *should* write it out of my system, the problem is, by the time i’ve geared myself up enough to actually put fingers to keyboard and write it out.. i’m heading out anyway. so i’m stopping apologising for these gaps in blogging, and just getting on with it
best thing, i think. The reason for this one? well.. i can’t really say here. those that need to know, know what its about - all i will say, so i don’t worry anyone, is that Michiel and i aren’t breaking up or anything silly like that, its a combination of external pressure/stress and other stuff going on around us that is causing this - and the only way i can cope with it, initially, is to put my head down and.. metaphorically pull the covers over my head, i guess. for a while. At the moment i’m coping with the pressure a little better, plus at least one of them is heading for.. well.. not a resolution. but an end to the not knowing, and once we know.. we’ll be able to handle things better, or at least, to get used to the idea. I’m sorry i’m being so mysterious about it, but it can’t be helped.

Taken from eye level, looking up past the kale plant (which has fallen over due to high winds) towards the trees by the fence.. in places the grass is as high as my knee!
Unfortunately one of the things that also suffers in this is the garden. When i’m like this, i struggle to even get essential stuff done like dinner and shopping. The garden.. well.. looks like a jungle. (or it did, before i grabbed the strimmer and headed out there yesterday). I also, in dealing with the photos i took yesterday/today, found some old photos from 15th May that i took and hadn’t put onto flickr - they do, usefully, show just how much things have grown in just under 4 weeks.. Photos behind the cut, as usual. This is a photo intensive post by the way..
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